I cant stand this anymore....

even rite from the beginning, i was not supportive of this idea to organise this, i had the premonition that sth that happened today will happen and it realli did happen.....

yes, i noe that many of u will surely not be helpful or no , even simply cooperative by paying me the money volunteerily, nvr mind, all these matters i hv gotten used to it, but i realli cant stand wad happened today...

for heaven's sake, when did i ever FORCE u to go.....FORCE.....the more i tot of this, the angrier i am, the purpose of this whole event is mainly to bade a proper farewell to u and pple who r leaving nan hua, but this is wat i get for holding this "farewell" thingy for u....i wont say it is for u now....if u dun wanna go, u can jolly well dun cos nobody is here to FORCE u...but u dunnid to crap all these...i tried to forget abt this, but i guessed this cut is rather too deep.....i noe many of the times u r joking, wad jus cos of luck den u do well, but dun u think u hv carried ur joke too far....dun u think it is veri annoying?......really, i dunnid to FORCE u, and nobody is gonna FORCE u and i believe that i nvr did it b4....is this wad i get for doing so much?......not onli u....but oso many other awful comments, y'all may hv forgotten but they have all been deeply etched in my mind.....i realli regret organising this whole thing....if y'all feel that i hv been forcing y'all which i have nvr done b4 ( and even if i did, i jus want everybody to b present in this probably last class gathering), den u all can jolly well dun go.....we will jus cancel this whole thing....i wont FORCE anybody.........................................arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..............